pieces - long lost.

i think i found a piece of you.

your smile.
your fears.
your giggling sound.

the way you talk.
the way you look.
the way you listen.

i think, you have a piece of me, too.

ralentir.

and you do something as stupid as smiling my way ..
and my pearls,
fall.
one .. by one.

how i conquer the world.

thoughts gone wild.

all the things you said,
all the things i heard.
ever since i knew,
you'd disappear.

only girl in your world.

i don't want you to make me feel like i am the only girl left in the world.
love me. like i am the only one that you will ever love.
cause there are a lot of girls in the world,
yet,
i am the only girl you'd let inside your world.

a not so short story.

we'd go on a picnic and you'd catch me a butterfly.
and i'd keep it in the jar we keep by our bedside.
one day,
this will be our happiness.
one day,
our kids will let the butterfly, go.
let go. now.

the love/hate relationship i got with attachments.

i think why i constantly feel like running away is that i know there's a sense of relief.
a sense of relief that i am not attached to anything. anyone.
i only got me, myself and I.
and sometimes, that's enough.

but again,
i wouldn't want to run away if you make it worth it to stay.
the togetherness feels good. always.